After being treated like crap for years I realized that I thought it was normal for a boyfriend to treat their girl like that.

He always twisted things around and made it seem like my fault.

A lot of girls stay in an abusive relationship because they have not met a good guy yet, they may be insecure and may not have a very good relationship with their fatherly figures.

As time went by, I could just feel the cage walls closing in, the door shutting and hearing the “click” of a lock in my head. I wasn’t allowed to talk to anyone, not even my girlfriends I had for 11 years.

My phone was checked to make sure I wasn’t talking to anyone but him and that no one was trying to talk to me.

I didn’t have the chance to explain to him that I told my ex boyfriend that we could not talk anymore and that I didn’t want to.

My boyfriend felt angry and lied to, perhaps betrayed.Karmas a B**** but he deserves every last bit of it. Each day I would get up and check my phone right away to see if he texted me, all I wanted was to see him and always be around him.His eyes, personality, physical appearance, just everything about him makes you smile and light up from the inside out. He made me feel like the girl with the nearly perfect boyfriend that the other girls were jealous of.Through all the years though he became a heroin addict. I never did them but he became more and more disrespectful and hurtful. In the end the outcome was a horrible heartbreak, a waste of three years and I later found out he cheated on me with over nine girls.He lied, was manipulative, very controlling and yet very sensitive, at least only for his own feelings.I was as though each day grew darker and fare as more passed…